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[Jul. 22nd, 2007|07:12 pm] |
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i changed my blog already.
so dont add me here anymore, friends :)
my new url is : goodbye-tolove.livejournal.com |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2007|10:26 pm] |
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BLOG MOVED
too many people are getting updated about my life/feelings/thoughts.
(please ask for my new url if you're interested)
and add me as a friend to read the private entries.
i might or might not add you back as a friend though.
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[May. 21st, 2007|02:28 pm] |
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Happy Birthday, Dearest Sister.
  
   And so, my report is done and submitted and a huge load is off my shoulder. But something happened that makes me feel so stressed and upset and hurt. I would rather do hundreds of 20-page research reports, rather than have this happening to me. I don't know what to do right now. It seems like life is crumbling down on me. I have never felt more lost, unloved and alone. It killed me, hearing those words that crushed my heart into a million pieces. Feeling my heart breaking, my throat tightening, my tears flowing once again. I'd rather die than go through the pain I felt last night. And a scene of me dying in a car accident actually went through my mind last night. It scared the hell out of me, but I have no one to turn to. I guess it doesn't matter anyway. Who will care if I die and disappear from this world? And thoughts of death actually went through my mind last night. And tears just can't stop flowing. What the heck is wrong with me? Well actually I think everything is wrong with me. I guess it's all in me. It's all my fault. It lies in my personality, my action, my everything. I'm sorry I'm such a bitch. I'm sorry I can never cheer you up even though I want to. I'm sorry for keeping quiet all the time. I'm sorry that I always make you worry. I'm sorry I'm like this. I never meant to hurt you in any way. And I'm sorry Mel, for making you worry yesterday. I hate myself so bad.
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[May. 20th, 2007|02:35 pm] |
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Edit @ 5PM: I'M DONE WITH MY REPORT! :D
*screams and jumps around!!*
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I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING MY REPORT NOW.   YAY i only have four more pages to go for my report!! But I still have my Econs exam to study for, sigh. The life of a student who is desperate to get As. I've been cooping myself at home for the past two days, and I slept at 5:00am and 7:00am on Friday and Saturday respectively. Plus I spend 90% of my time in front of my laptop when I'm awake. ( But I do spend some time surfing the web and doing these photo collages teehee ) I'm so tired, and I'm aching everywhere. I will definitely kill myself if I don't get an A on this report. I even gave up watching my most anticipated movie of the year SHREK THE THIRD, just to get my report done. Sigh I want to watch Shrek so bad! Everyone watched it already! Not fair! And Stef and co are going to The Grove for lunch right now! AAH I have no life. I need a life. Gimme a life.
   Anyway, it's May 21 in Singapore right now. And it's 6:00am over there right now. Which means that it has been one year and two hours since ______. I love you dearest Baby. Even though this past year has been a crazy ride for the both of us ( especially since both of us have short tempers ), it has been a wonderful ans sweet journey, and we made it through all the ups and downs together. Never giving up on each other even though there are so many obstacles coming between us. Sacrificing for each other. And loving each other no matter what comes in the way. Loving each other unconditionally. I know that we will make it through this together, and I want us to make it. Thank you for everything sweetheart. I love you more than words can say. You're the greatest thing that have ever happened to me, and you're definitely the person you treats me the best.
Since I'm doing this "happy-birthday-or-happy-anniversary-wishing" thingy, I might as well give shout-outs right now in this post.
1. My Parents! Happy 20th wedding anniversary! Stay happy and loving. You two are the best parents in the whole wide world.
2. My Sister Stephanie! Happy 19th birthday bitch! Haha you're the greatest. And even though you always bully me or scold me or whatever, I know that you love me! Haha thank you for all the care and concern you showed me. And for all the advices. And for protecting me and whatsoever. And even though you're a pain in the ass sometimes, I still love you! So please do the laundry tomorrow okay? :D
3. Nicole-Rachel! Happy 17th birthday dearie! You're one of the special people who made my life in Chung Cheng so memorable and enjoyable, and I love you to bits. Thank you for all the sweet little treats, for all your love, for always being there for me, for listening to my problems, for brightening my days with your lovely smile, and for always cheering me up when I'm down.
   By the way, I've been wanting to say this for a very, very long time:
CONGRATULATIONS!
to the MJC soccer team,
for getting into the finals!
You guys are simply the best, and the whole school is damn proud of you all! We have faith that we will be the champions again this year! Good luck guys, especially to Guo Guang and Wei Wen. GG, you've been scoring huh! Haha, must be because of Ziqi's love and support. And WW, you are the best goalkeeper I've ever seen, and I heard that you have made really nice saves in this season too. Keep up the great work! But please take care of yourself. I remember how you keep getting yourself injured last year. Good luck, and take care MJC soccer team! I want to watch the final match so badly, but I am supporting you guys mentally and spiritually haha. MJ BOLEH!
Would the match between MJ & SAJ be better than all the previous matches between MJ & VJ in the finals?
It seems weird, that MJ isn't playing against VJ in the finals this time round.
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